Tuesday, 29 September 2009
/9:56 pm
READ THIS POST SEE HOW MUCH OF AN IDIOT I AM.
ive been doing sin's since i was young.
i cant changed that.
im trying my best to be an angel.
alot of disagreeing,backstabbing and more,
there is one sin i wish not to do,
not ever want to do,
making someone i love really sad,
its the hardest sin to ever be forgiven :( goshh.
you will feel so bad that you
will never wanna live this life anymore.
your thinking that if youre nt here anymore.
your loved one will suffer.
goshhh.
bby..
im really sorry if i ever made u sad in anyway.
i swear i know i might say the stupidest things,
im really sorry.
yes im certainly think and know im an idiot,
but im certainly not and idiot in loving you
mybe my words do hurt u.
u can hate me curse me all u want.
i seriously deserved it.
seriously.
i feel like i should have cut my tongue.
mybe my actions do hurt you,
owh mightaswell i get paralyze i swear i deserve it,
ive regretted all the times if i made u feel bad or sad.
i dont expect all this things to be forgiven.
i dont even want it to be forgiven.
i just wanna make u feel happy.
and comfortable know that im here for you.
whatever i got thrown in my face,
i deserved it.
hurting someones feeling is the worst ever.
i hope whenever i made u sad,
karma will hit me back
i deserve the best of it.
i knw a couple or maybe mre ive hurt ur feelings,
omg somehow i think i dont deserve you :(
such a perfect soul and ive hurt it.
why am i like this i swear!.
i want to show you love,
but in the end sadness were there to replace.
im so shitty urgh!.
i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck.
all i do is hurt u
wht type of human am i!
wht type of bf am i !
im sorry bby i made u sad.
whatever it is if u feel bad or sad,
i still love you.
i swear i didnt mean to say that.
i really suck dont i.
goshhh i swear ill watch my mouth!
i knw mybe u wont talk to me or i dunno!
BUT I SERIOUSLY DESERVE IT!
haiiii i dno whats worng with me
FUCK SKATEBOARDING
ure making my life worst!
anyway
i will never be angry at you or dissapointed.
ilysm i really do.
i aint lying at all.
i want you to be happy.
pls no sadness anymore.
hopefully i get karma or whatever so punishment back.
i deserve it.
im sorry bby.
ily.
im pissed with myself
i feel so stupid
this isnt a shitty or lame post.
i feel like posting this.
:)